Holy

You hear the sound of the cathedral
The hums are the prayers of the people
You want to talk to me then kneel at the steeple
When I talk about my shot it's a needle
Potent and straight to the vein
Hope your proud of what I became
Keep calling me names
Call me insane
Make fun of my pain
But you can't make fun of the fact that when you said go to hell I stood proud in those flames like

Holy, holy, holy
I've been at this all day
Holy, holy, holy,
You don't like me okay
Holy, holy, holy
You can take me, no way
Holy, holy, holy
Holy, holy, holy
Holy, holy

I'm all alone
I taught myself I was never shown
Uncomfort is my comfort zone
My thoughts are not at home
They're fast they like to roam
My past, is full of bones
Don't look, don't flip that stone
You'll find I'm a walking contradiction
Cause I drive away my loved ones and still complain I'm on my own
I stress more about the things I know I don't know
Than the things that are real
This type of trauma don't heal
I've gone numb I don't feel
When I did then I'd begin to obsess
It's gotta be perfect or I never will rest
It feels like a cursed to blessed
To be where I am I never would guess
First the let down, now the underdog
I'm used to leaving people upset
But nevertheless
Start watching your step might
Land in my headlights
Blind cause their too bright
Then it is night night

Holy, holy, holy
I've been at this all day
Holy, holy, holy,
You don't like me okay
Holy, holy, holy
You can take me, no way
Holy, holy, holy
Holy, holy, holy

I've gotten used to not being liked
You can't hate my life when I hate my life
I'm in no need of your advice
I'll take my chances and roll the dice
Cause at least the fate of the game is in my hand
You want to make god laugh, then tell your plans
I want to be the man to take a stand, don't take offense, to take control of time I shake the sand
The hourglass is in my hand
No wonder why you're the who ran
You don't have the guts you don't have the stamina to see it through
You refuse to change drop the attitude
It's about perspective like point of view
I have a point to prove to my younger self
That when the world knocks you down and there's no one to help
You just dust yourself and start raising hell
Like G-O-D to Lucifer
I'm the judge and executioner
It's the burden I have to carry
I hope my skeletons are dead and buried
Cause there's more than a cemetery
When it comes to you no I'm not worried
My untapped potential is what is scary
So you better start with your Hail Mary's like it's

Holy, holy, holy
I've been at this all day
Holy, holy, holy,
You don't like me okay
Holy, holy, holy
You can take me, no way
Holy, holy, holy
Holy, holy, holy
Holy, holy, holy
I've been at this all day
Holy, holy, holy,
You don't like me okay
Holy, holy, holy
You can take me, no way
Holy, holy, holy
Holy, holy, holy