turn me blind

It's not like I don't need that though
Yeah, I can do it on my own
Or not

Is it really that, what I think it is in my head?
I don't understand

Oh I saw you both drink up, just fuck tonight
He let you kiss, you let him bite
Oh I will save what I saw
Made my stomach turning around

Oh I know it's all fake
I can't rely on what you say
You always lie into, into my face
Why was I the one you betrayed?

Why was I the one you betrayed?
Why was I the one you betrayed?
Why don't you tell me what you want me to do?
Why do I feel the urge to talk to you?

All that you say, it fills my mind
Everything I want, I can't combine
I want you to stay away

I will never let these thoughts control my mind
I think it all, comes alive
I know, It's do or die
And I feel the mud flooding inside
Oh I can't take a break of this life
I know, I know, it's hard to lie
No matter what I do, you turn me blind

Think about what you might say to me
I know, heavens kind of late to me
I'll try to stay okay
And ima find the way

I know that I would never lie
I know I would never lie
I know I could never find love
Love

I will never let these thoughts control my mind
I think it all, comes alive
I know, It's do or die
And I feel the mud flooding inside
Oh I can't take a break of this life
I know, I know, it's hard to lie
No matter what I do, you turn me blind

And every night I stay, I lay in bed
I got these visions in my head
They're crawling deep, it's all your fault
It's all my fault

And every night I stay, I lay in bed
I got these visions in my head
They're crawling deep, it's all your fault
It's all my fault