Mask It Up

I chose my own path to walk along
I took a right and then it all went wrong
All I wanted was to feel like I belong

I didn't know where to go or who to be
Happiness was nothing but a memory
The mask that I wore was defining me

So I said
How will I know
When will I see
That something is really out there waiting for me
Where will I go
Who will I be
How can I look when these tears fill up my eyes
How can I think if my mind is full of lies
How can I take my mask off
Of disguise

I'm on a path and I walk alone
I messed it up a lot and now I'm on my own
My future's wide ahead
But it's so unknown

I want to scream
I want to yell and shout
Everything within I want to let it out
Stuck in my head
Too much to think about

So I said
How will I know
When will I see
That something is really out there waiting for me
Where will I go
Who will I be
How can I look when these tears fill up my eyes
How can I think if my mind is full of lies
How can I take my mask off
Of disguise

I don't know who I am
But I know who I wanna be
A girl who can walk her path
And smile happily
But I mask up my face
I mask up my heart
I mask up my fire
Before it can even start

Now I must embrace the path I walk along
And let the old part of me be dead and gone
I'll take off my mask
I'll smile with delight
The sun will rise again
And it'll fill my sky with light

But how will I know
When will I see
That something is really out there waiting for me
Where will I go
Who will I be
How can I look when these tears fill up my eyes
How can I think if my mind is full of lies
How can I take my mask off
Of disguise

How will I know
When will I see
I messed it up a lot and now I'm on my own

I want to scream
I want to yell and shout
Everything within I want to let it out
Where will I go
Who will I be