Silence

Hey what's going on man? What can I get you?
Get a double shot of Jameson neat? You got it!
I got some things on my mind; I hope you don't mind

I'm not a walk in the park, I'm not easy
But, when I tell you I love you, you should believe me
Why do you doubt me all the time, I'm not your past girl
You're my future, I don't see you as my last girl
Better yet my last girl, my wife, you're my world
I'm tryna get through to you, don't wanna scream at you
It's just frustrating, that's not what it seems to you
No matter what I say, it always comes out wrong
Here comes the silence, why do you act this way
We both make mistakes, but I don't walk away
If that's really what you want, then what can I say
I apologized, you still got on that face
I'm annoyed, you're annoyed, love feels like hate
We had a great time, that was just yesterday
But, not today, I feel lost here in this maze
Tryna hold on, before it all drifts away

Tryna hold on, tryna hold on
But, how can I when the silence been so long
Tryna hold on, tryna hold on
But, how can I when the silence been so long

This week we're cool, next week we're arguing
We get so close, then we grow apart again
If we're not together, then what are we then?
Feeling like an asshole is really what I ought to been
You say you don't care, then text me you miss me
Say it's over, then the next day you're with me
Then you wonder why I'm asking you who is he?
Are you playing games? This relationship is iffy
I don't wanna lose you, but there's no getting through to you
It's like fighting every day is getting cool to you
I'm not complaining bout you, I'm just speaking my mind
You're so defensive, I really hate that last guy
I'm paying for all his mistakes, and that's not right
Hoping for some changes, and I will never play this
Going through these fazes, losing all my patience
No matter what I love you, we were so amazing

Tryna hold on, tryna hold on
But, how can I when the silence been so long
Tryna hold on, tryna hold on
But, how can I when the silence been so long

You'll never be happy when you're living in the past
Happiness bottled up, too scared to break the glass
Sabotage it all, lose control then you crash
Then place blame, next victim, do the same
Scared to change, vicious cycle, sick game
Heart breaker, only feeling left is pain
Restrain yourself, shackled by your own chains
Blinded by the sunshine, all you see is rain

Tryna hold on, tryna hold on
But, how can I when the silence been so long
Tryna hold on, tryna hold on
But, how can I when the silence been so long
Tryna hold on, try, tryna hold on
Tryna hold on, try, tryna hold on
Tryna hold on, try, tryna hold on
But, how can I when the silence been so long

Hey what's going on man? What can I get you?
Get a double shot of Jameson neat? You got it!