Retrospect

As I complete this chapter
Journey of what we capture
The rockets set em off right
Lets get em high tonight
Shoot the final shots break these tied up knots
It's not over run through these stops
Time is ticking by the fathers clock
Past the point of war cuz that's what the devil wants

Come with me
Come with me
Come with me harness the feeling
The instinct let it be guide it carefully
Injecting the drugs getting into me
Had to leave it be
Cleansing with the concept of being free
Contagion of the hardship mystic is killing me
(Fucking kill them with a gun)
Effectiveness the embarrassment
In school a hypocrite now I'm the idiot among us that's illiterate
Self hatred, of this lonely kid psychotic mind that will stay inside (insane)

As I complete this chapter
Journey of what we capture
The rockets set em off right
Lets get em high tonight
Shoot the final shots break these tied up knots
It's not over run through these stops
Time is ticking by the fathers clock
Past the point of war cuz that's what the devil wants

Thank you God
I love you son
Look what you've done
Proud my baby won
Be careful though because I know
It gets difficult difficult
Just hold on though get through the fight
Keep your head up high
Stay on the rise
Look to the skies

Finally at the end
It's my story I laid to rest
For the years I see behind me this is all I have left to give
The first 18 years they say just a kid
A hand crafted monster manipulated by evil tormented for being true
I found it in myself but through this journey we have suppressed its danger to the world
I don't think of myself the same anymore but we are
My past self and I have shaken hands
Retrospect noun a survey or review of a past course of events or period of time
It's more than just a word or an album it's a state of mind
My heart brain blood and spirit
The entirety of this life
This is my magnum opus
In each stranger we may look as if we are extraterrestrial beings or monsters
The human species will perish if this idea flourishes further into the next generations
The next feat as Aliens become citizens of this world humans must die out
If only there was a hero that could save us



Credits
Writer(s): Nickolas Fortier
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