Trepidation

Yeah
Been ahead of the line since I was 9
I'm spending days in the crib, like federal time
Yet my thoughts stay divine, I keep them alive
I'm saying
Hurts to keep trying, when sun don't shine Ima shine
Yeah, Ima shine
Yeah, Ima shine
Yeah, Ima shine
Yeah, Ima shine

Look
I'm posted in this motherfucking class, I don't know what I'm doing
Stuck, I'm in a rut, I'm tryna find the time to make some music
Feeling refuted, my teachers know that I'm losing
Feel like a loser, I'm moving with no direction
I'm sinning, it's all for pleasure
I'm bending, walk on a tether
I'm stressing, I'm under pressure
I'm calling for desperate measures
I miss my niggas already but they ain't even left
I don't know when Ima see them and I barely even slept
I been looking for a purpose but I haven't found it yet
Torn against being honest or making my mom upset
To be honest, I'm lacking discipline, working on it still
Finish college, they gon tell me, it ain't meant for me I feel
Perfect timing, stars aligning, know the messages are real
Keep on grinding, keep on rhyming, keep the razor by the heel
Know the deal?
Know the deal
Count my meals
Hard as steel so I can't kneel
Take the wheel
Stay surreal
Work to reach mass appeal
Keep it real



Credits
Writer(s): Koen Nagel
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