Something I Need To Become

Pain I never thought I can access
Family bonded in tragedy
Carrying the weight of ya name through the sadness
Until the rest of my remains fade to the blackness
Smack forever kept the Craig's together
The truly only vein that we had went
I love you
Thank you
We love you
Thank you
Nygil taking control of the pen as we speaking as one
Origins of smack demonstrated over wax
Might start speaking in tounges
Text open broken heart surgery
My soaked sheets full of love
Leaking out the speakers Jesus please I just need one more hug
I'm too sober
Musics the drug I use to cope with pain
Heard the news got choked up
Time got slowly broke into frames
Championship game the last time that we spoke it was brief
Reposted my vid on ig hours before the news leaked

Nygil taking control of the pen as we speaking as one
Origins of smack demonstrated over wax Might start speaking in tongues
Speaking to loves one daily
Something I need to become
Role model for Trauma
Your heart beat bleeds through these drums

I love you
Thank you
We love you
Thank you

Pain I never thought I can access
Family bonded in tragedy
Carrying the weight of ya name through the sadness
As the rest of my remains fade to the blackness
Smack forever kept the Craig's together
The truly only vein that we had went
Time's the only thing we can't take
God's the burglar
Loves the only thing we can't fake
Lies I heard before
The mind's the only thing that can't break

I've been hurt and more
Our souls the only thing that need weed
Stress breeding herbivores
I Have a hard time expressing myself just with a pen
My girlfriend mad
I don't open up to her
Cuz she wants in
I gotta deal with the fact I won't ever gonna see my cousin again
I gotta deal with the fact...
The Good dies young this theory we married to
Pouring love through positive vibes
Causing ya early demise
They'll find a way to bury you
Heavy hearted times but we carry through
Bottles and marijuana my genres version of the theraflu
Nygil taking control of the pen as we speaking as one
Origins of smack demonstrated over wax Might start speaking in tongues
Feelings that are leaving my body are Leaving me numb
The love u reciprocated through the city
Will breathe through ya son
This just my therapy session
This just the mirror reflecting All of my fears and Confessions
This just my errors grown up after All of the years of protecting them
This just my tears forming up after I rear ended the rest of them
Silence brightened the room again
Climbing in inside our minds through this music thing
Life aside this Rhyming finally soothing him
Now you inspire the fire that grew him To grow bigger
Despite all of the lies of the studio and going with ya
It's time to clean out my closet
Tired of claiming the love for you and you seeing the opposite
This how paying ya sins back and god starts Keeping deposits
Think I needed this option
Had to see my life dropping
Had to see my life...
Nygil taking control of the pen as we speaking as one
Origins of smack demonstrated over wax
Might start speaking in tongue's
Role model for Trauma
Your heart beat bleeds through the drums
Speaking to loves one daily
Something I need to become
Pain I never thought I can access
Family bonded in tragedy
Carrying the weight of ya name through the sadness
Until the rest of my remains fade to the blackness
Smack forever kept the Craig's together
The truly only vein that we had went
We did it
Smack forever