Motion Picture

Sometimes I sit in bed
Wonder why I feel so different
From everyone else
When I can't even be myself

If my life were a motion picture
I'd win an oscar for
Weirdest main character
Who's the most "not main"
Main character of them all

And if my life were an album
It would break the charts
For being an
Unconventionally sad one
That everyone somehow likes

I know it's wrong
To think of myself like comedic relief
Cause it shouldn't be funny
I'm really not that funny
But it makes more sense to me
Than being someone
People would pay to see
On a big screen

I'mCause I'm just not used to
Feeling sorry if I need a little reassurance
current with the times
I'm always two steps behind

And I'm not saying
That it's bad to be different
Everyone's worked themselves out
And I'm just working to work things out

I'm just playing to be heard
For more than a person or two
In the backroom
Of a dive bar
Five after two

I'm sorry if I need a little reassurance
Cause I'm just not used to
Feeling current with the times
I'm always two steps behind

And if my life were an album
It would break the charts
For being an
Unconventionally sad one
That everyone somehow likes

I'm sorry if I need a little reassurance
Cause I'm just not used to
Feeling current with the times