KIRAI (feat. Big Melancholy)
Lately I've been thinking 'bout some things
It ain't no sense in stressing 'bout
Cause I can't fucking change 'em anyway
Looked her in the face and told her that she shouldn't love me
Cause I'm only focused on what's right in front of me
Wanna take a nine and put a bullet in my brain
And see if maybe it'll end all of my suffering
Been filling up with rage and hoping maybe it'll change
Then I could end all of this pain I keep uncovering
Lately I've been thinking 'bout some things
It ain't no sense in stressing 'bout
Cause I can't fucking change 'em anyway
Looked her in the face and told her that she shouldn't love me
Cause I'm only focused on what's right in front of me
Wanna take a nine and put a bullet in my brain
And see if maybe it'll end all of my suffering
Been filling up with rage and hoping maybe it'll change
Then I could end all of this pain I keep uncovering
Remember on that day that you made my heart break?
I ain't even really say what I wanted to say
I ain't even get the chance to throw the garbage away
I ain't even get the chance to air your trash out
But thinking 'bout that shit gone me laugh now
At first I wanted closure but I'm mad now
Might pull up to 'ya house and empty mad rounds
What you want me to do?
I held you up, you let me down, you watched me fall for a few
I took your photograph and ripped it up
Don't give a fuck 'bout anyone
You left me out dry when I was drowning you ain't let me up
You watched me choke from all the smoke
You took your knife and slit my throat
And now you wanna come around and act like it was all a joke
Remember on that night I tied a knot you watched me take the rope
And pushed me to the edge until I fell I had to hold my own
Convinced by someone else that it was me who made you lose your hope
But now it's like the only person left is one who broke my soul
The only way I vent is through a motherfucking metronome
I'm feeling so damn petrified that feeling when you're all alone
I wish you weren't so distant and that you were here to hold me close
Been feeling like I'm homeless took my heart now I don't have a home
Been depressed, so broke down
From all that you said
A reject, no hope now
I'm better off dead
I've been stepped on and thrown out with bitter intent
All alone now, thoughts slow down
It's all in my head
It ain't no sense in stressing 'bout
Cause I can't fucking change 'em anyway
Looked her in the face and told her that she shouldn't love me
Cause I'm only focused on what's right in front of me
Wanna take a nine and put a bullet in my brain
And see if maybe it'll end all of my suffering
Been filling up with rage and hoping maybe it'll change
Then I could end all of this pain I keep uncovering
Lately I've been thinking 'bout some things
It ain't no sense in stressing 'bout
Cause I can't fucking change 'em anyway
Looked her in the face and told her that she shouldn't love me
Cause I'm only focused on what's right in front of me
Wanna take a nine and put a bullet in my brain
And see if maybe it'll end all of my suffering
Been filling up with rage and hoping maybe it'll change
Then I could end all of this pain I keep uncovering
Remember on that day that you made my heart break?
I ain't even really say what I wanted to say
I ain't even get the chance to throw the garbage away
I ain't even get the chance to air your trash out
But thinking 'bout that shit gone me laugh now
At first I wanted closure but I'm mad now
Might pull up to 'ya house and empty mad rounds
What you want me to do?
I held you up, you let me down, you watched me fall for a few
I took your photograph and ripped it up
Don't give a fuck 'bout anyone
You left me out dry when I was drowning you ain't let me up
You watched me choke from all the smoke
You took your knife and slit my throat
And now you wanna come around and act like it was all a joke
Remember on that night I tied a knot you watched me take the rope
And pushed me to the edge until I fell I had to hold my own
Convinced by someone else that it was me who made you lose your hope
But now it's like the only person left is one who broke my soul
The only way I vent is through a motherfucking metronome
I'm feeling so damn petrified that feeling when you're all alone
I wish you weren't so distant and that you were here to hold me close
Been feeling like I'm homeless took my heart now I don't have a home
Been depressed, so broke down
From all that you said
A reject, no hope now
I'm better off dead
I've been stepped on and thrown out with bitter intent
All alone now, thoughts slow down
It's all in my head
Credits
Writer(s): Flavio Schiavone, Mel Wood
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