Comfort

I've been searching for home in hotel rooms
Looking for love where I left it
Something to tether my heart to
But I let go when I get it

Last time I left the door open
They messed up the clothes in my suitcase
I keep running back to that moment
I should let go and I'll get it

I need comfort, but I hate being comfortable
I wonder why I hate getting what I want
It's torture, but I can't seem to shake it off (shake it off, shake it off)

If I could retrace my footsteps to see where I lost my direction
Then maybe we'd never look back
'Cause you push and I pull back
And you know I wish I could change
What if I don't blame the past, I'll break this anyway (ah)
'Cause if I could retrace my footsteps, it'd be me and I know that

I need comfort, but I hate being comfortable
I wonder why I hate getting what I want
It's torture, but I can't seem to shake it off
It's all in my head, I fuck up again and again
I need comfort, but I hate being satisfied
Don't hope, it's the hope that kills me every time
Come close but not close enough to change my mind
It's all in my head and I know I'll do it again

Wanna stay, wanna run, wanna disappear
I keep biting my tongue just to keep you here
Made you wait for someone I could never be
And it's killing me

Wanna stay, wanna run, wanna disappear
I keep biting my tongue just to keep you here
Made you wait for someone I could never be, oh-oh-oh

I need comfort, but I hate being comfortable
I wonder why I hate getting what I want
It's torture, but I can't seem to shake it off, yeah (shake it off)
Comfort, but I hate being satisfied
Don't hope, it's the hope that kills me every time
Come close but not close enough to change my mind
Change my mind, oh-oh

Gimme comfort, gimme comfort (comfort)
Gimme comfort, comfort, gimme comfort, gimme help
Gimme comfort, gimme comfort (comfort)
Gimme comfort, gimme help (comfort, yeah) gimme comfort