Involuntary

If this was
Voluntary
I never would've picked
Anything that happened to me

Every time I remember that
I have died
A thousand times
It's agonizing
I'm realizing

Just what you think of me

These unsavory fantasies
Deep in the back of my mind
I'm just sick and I'm just twisted

But that's just the me in your mind
I didn't ask for any of these things

In fact I begged no, no, no
Keep these things away from me
And yet it happens oh, oh, over
And over again

I remember that I have died
A thousand times, a thousand times
I remember that I have lived
Over and over again

I have lived so many lives
Lives I didn't want to live
Lives I didn't want to know they exist

It's involuntary
Yet you think I'm a freak
I did not choose to remember it like this

In fact I begged no, no, no
Keep these things away from me
And yet it happens oh, oh, over
And over again

And I begged no, no, no
And I pleaded no, no, no
No, no, no, it happened again

Believe me



Credits
Writer(s): Colt Stone
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