Standing Still

Sometimes things go all wrong
And I say to myself
Man, what are you doing here?
I am all alone with no friends at the bar
I am trying to be a rock star
But I fade into the crowd, solo

I can play everyone in the band
Big whoop
I could use me some friends
I drive 9 hours to leave a state that pretends
And search for some friends
And hope they are real
I don't know how to feel

I lost count of my heartbreaks
Is there anyone who isn't fake?
I beg and I pray on my knees
There is too much drama to feed
I am done pushing boulders uphill
I am at a point in my life where I am standing still

Here comes a truck on the side, going to pass me
But instead slows down to match my speed
There is no one in the lane in front of them
I cannot be the only human to find this creepy
Why you want to mess with me?

I do not know what is wrong with people
Who taught you this behavior is okay?
I bet your old man acts this way
I refuse to make excuses for assholes like him
That is why I have no friends
Granting second chances aren't endless

I lost count of my heartbreaks
Is there anyone who isn't fake?
I beg and I pray on my knees
There is too much hate to feed
I am done pushing boulders uphill
I am at a point in my life where I am standing still



Credits
Writer(s): Harold Hall
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