Amends

Yeah
I don't accept apologies so you can keep it
I'm hot-headed check my temp, don't got a fever
My biggest fear is having kids and I can't even feed em'
I lost too many people at this point I can't read em'
I feel alone late at night, I don't have no-one to speak to
I bought a mic and grabbed a beat that's who I speak to
I'd rather fail every time I try than not do it, cause in life there ain't no redoes
Yeah, I stacked 20 before 20 didn't seem true
I want the Maybach with the curtains they ain't see through
I hated school lunches now we eating seafood
If I gave myself advice, I'd prolly tell that boy to be you
I did too many things they wouldn't do for me
Fast forward down the road I know they hate themselves for losing me
I gotta do it just to prove to me
That when it came to time I wasn't wasting it
I started in the room but now I'm doing major shit
I had to watch my peers' envy now I'm gonna make em' sick
Take your dream and run with it
That's how you gone make em' switch
Tried to bring up rumors that weren't there they tried to makeup shit
And that's just childish
I ain't have my sauce then I went and found it
Now it's only money and good people I'm surrounded
Bring up old stories we just clowning

Manifest my first hit, I want that bitch mounted
Yeah, put a bust down rollie on my wrist and now I'm drowing
Yeah, and now I'm drowning

My potential is unmatched, and I'm still underrated
And when they heard me spit, I know they all related
Thanks to you, I was created
Had some hiccups it's still a beautiful painting
If I never pop my talent was wasted, aye
But I'm so close I can taste it
With all that I been through there ain't way I would change it
Sometimes you gotta take it in, just chill and don't say shit
To wait your turn, man, you gotta have patience
I'm too hard on myself
What's it like to be chill and complacent? I'm stressing
From time to time I wonder if Rani will make it
I know there's more to life, than just my drive to be famous
Lifes okay but it'll be great when I make it
Lifes a game and you don't know when it ends
I made Amends to tie up all my lose ends
Used to have too many, now it's only 1 or 2 friends
I typed out messages don't know if they sent
Basically, I'm over you and all the love that you left
Constant conflicts had to put it to rest
In my family I redefined our type of success
My mom's crying cause she happy ain't no way she upset
I am who I said I'd be cause God helped me, I'm blessed, huh, oh yeah