Thinking

Yeah what's been on your mind
I know we had some time to figure it out
But man we fell behind
I know I was blind to what you said you were feeling
And I'm sorry for the things I said I would change but I never did it
Yeah I think about you everyday and I know that I shouldn't
But it's hard to let go of the things
You swore you'd have forever and ever
You take for granted what you thought you'd never lose
I'm feeling so blue without you right here next to me in my room
It's getting harder for me to bloom
But man you should've seen how much I've grown
I've been really focused on my mental health
But lately I'm just so alone
And I don't even go on my phone
I just sit here and get stoned every night
Hoping soon I'll see the light
Or get myself back in control
I wonder everyday what's my purpose and my role
Am I gonna be this sad all my life
Or will I find myself and fill my soul
Yeah
Will I find myself and fill my soul

Baby (baby)
You know that I'm hurting you know that I'm crazy
I said baby (baby)
What you thinking about
Yeah what you thinking
I said baby (baby)
You know that I'm hurting you know that I'm crazy
I said baby (baby)

This the worst
Wishing I could text you and it hurts
Wishing I could wake up next you when you used to wear my shirts
But it's all over now
And I'm surviving all alone without you now
But it's like torture now
And I can't even look at what your posting now
Like I don't even know how your devoting all your time
And I'm sorry that I ever crossed the line
It wasn't my intention and I know you said it's fine but it wasn't
Damn
I'm just thinking
Yeah
Yeah lately I've been thinking

Baby (baby)
You know that I'm hurting you know that I'm crazy
I said baby (baby)
What you thinking about
Yeah what you thinking
I said baby (baby)
You know that I'm hurting you know that I'm crazy
I said baby (baby)

I'm just thinking
Wishing things would be different
And I ain't ignorant
I know it's far from happening
It's what you do to me
The shit you did is sticking like to glue to me
And I know you're not pursuing me
And I'm pursuing this
And it's tough cause I would never let you quit
Or give up your dreams
Especially for me and I expect the same
And that's the thing we did the best
We were always a team
But we fell cause we disagreed on what we need

Baby I know you know that I'm hurting
I know you know that I'm-
I just need you to save me
I'm telling you

Baby (baby)
You know that I'm hurting you know that I'm crazy
I said baby (I'm so crazy)
What you thinking about
Yeah what you thinking
I said baby (baby)
You know that I'm hurting you know that I'm crazy
I said baby (I'm so hurting without you next to me baby)