I WISH

Convinced myself that i have every illness in the book
I panic i can't breathe anxiety's a soulless crook
Just calm down you're okay
Everyone cares until a point
It's getting so old now

Just want to get the hell away
From the things that scare me
I'm overbearing like i'm trapped inside my personal hell
Ya i've tried out therapy and i'm still hurting
I hate that healing has to take this long

I wish
I couldn't feel anything anymore
I cry
Like a baby i'm down on the floor
I try my best to just ignore
That waking up feels like chore
So i'll just close the blinds and lock my door

I feel like i'm sinking
I think it's getting worse with age
Emotions are crippling friends want to
Cleanse me with their sage
I guess that i'll just sit and take it since
Everyone wants me to fake it
It's getting so old now

Just need to get the hell away
From the things that scare me
I'm overbearing
Like i'm trapped inside my personal hell

Ya i've tried out therapy
And i'm still hurting
I hate that healing has to take this long

I wish
I couldn't feel anything anymore
I cry
Like a baby i'm down on the floor
I try my best to just ignore
That waking up feels like chore
So i'll just close the blinds and lock my door

Maybe somehow i could forget all the things i've ever said
Get so fixated frustrated on things inside my head
Stare at the stars in the sky
I'm just like them so damn high
Maybe someday my brain will stop trying to bury me alive

I wish
I couldn't feel anything anymore
I cry
Like a baby i'm down on the floor
I try my best to just ignore
That waking up feels like chore
So i'll just close the blinds and lock my door
Lock my door
Cause i don't wanna feel anymore



Credits
Writer(s): Riley Neal Lynch
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