Sometimes

This morning i opened my eyes and tried the remember why the fuck did i exercise
Last night, was i feelin fat or was i feelin bad i can't even analyze
I've been through so much shit in last couple months that made me sensitized
I realized life is a bitch that captive my penis in her whispering eyes
My old friends taught me the meaning of enemy now i can't socialize
When i meet new people i need cheri berry otherwise i look paralyzed
Actin careful cause each of them might be poisonous snake in disguise
Can't learn the parseltongue to talk to them got other shit to priortize
Rent, bills and taxes fuckin up my pocket up like alexis texas
That shit hit my nerves, hit my plexus maybe i should be more reckless
Next year's purpose is the to be less anxious about life's lowness
Hope it's gonna help me about solvin my mental problems
Depression, adhd and ptsd i wanna eat a chocolate now
Actually i want more than one if it goes like that i'mma see dr. Now

There is something on my mind
That shit is disturbing every time
Sometimes it makes me smile
It makes me cry most of the time
Sometimes it's hard to understand
You'll never know what is the god's plan
You only know your life is in his hand

Nineteen years ago this journey started i don't know where it's headin
Based on what i've been through till today i could just guess it
I guess it's gonna be even more shitter than now as the time passin
As a boy from the middle east, i gotta lil story right now let me tell it
Thirteen year old me playin pokemon go, suddenly momma callin
She is like"come home there is a military attack stay away from it"
I'm like "Don't believe everything that you see on facebook i gotta catch this koffing"
Hung up the call and continued to play pokemon for couple minute
After a while i started to hear something "oh shit f sixteen is flying"
Firing lasers, everyone is panic thank god that night i made it
I still can't forget how i felt, i conviced myself i was dead
How could i survive that night is a big question in my head
Since then i'm not scared to die, i guess it is a good side effect
I grew up fast at least i can say that when i intersect

There is something on my mind
That shit is disturbing every time
Sometimes it makes me smile
It makes me cry most of the time
Sometimes it's hard to understand
You'll never know what is the god's plan
You only know your life is in his hand



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Writer(s): Arif Yıldırım
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