Stop Existing

When I'm fading away
I don't care what they say
Cause you gotta admit
We can all have shitty days

Oh, it happens all the time
I can't find another rhyme
So I call out your name

When I'm drifting away
I wish I could stay
But the call of the night
I can feel it in the air

Maybe I will just be drunk
I will drink until I'm done
Please, just go
Leave me alone

I'm sick of everyday
I don't know why I'm here
The light has already left me
I just want to check out
Instead of being always down
Yeah don't you stare like that at me

I am wondering how
Everything became so lame
Maybe it was my fault
That I reach this awful pain
But I don't really care
Because now it is too late
I'm just fooling around
I remember the days
When I used to be okay
They were few and poor
But at least I tried to change
Now all my hope is gone
I don't care now what it's worth
Only you could save me

Now it's too fucking late
All I can feel is hate
For me and everyone around me
I will be dead and gone
Maybe that is too much
It would be enough stop existing

I cried, I ran away
I fought, I won
I'm here to stay
And every night and every day
I'll try to face this fate again
And regardless the outcome
I try to keep going on
But something I can't see
Always stops me

I'm sick of everyday
I don't know why I'm here
The light has already left me
I just want to check out
Instead of being always down
Yeah don't you stare like that at me

Now it's too fucking late
All I can feel is hate
For me and everyone around me
I will be dead and gone
Maybe that is too much
It would be enough stop existing



Credits
Writer(s): Franz Balanzategui
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