Voluntary Collapse

When the house burnt down, knew it symbolized me
Guess I won't be stickin' around
On sylvan street, my boots were crushing the snow
Leaving me with nowhere to go
I wanna expand my lungs, breathe new life into me
Not feel like I've done nothing all this time
Head is gonna explode, health is down the drain
Chisel down to my brain

Losing friends that still live in this town
Walking under telephone wires
I see where we rode our bikes in seventh grade
Rotting teeth and things aren't the same
We used to be content just drivin' around
That's when I cared about somethin'
Wish I could see things in a whole new light
But I'm tied down in my mind

Self depreciation is my best hobby
Restless energies keep me afloat
I kind of like my shaking hands lately
They remind me of, who I chose to be
And getting old makes you a broken record
At least I wasn't original anyway
I was left senseless and without purpose
Cause you can do anything, but you can't do everything