Relax or Relapse (Ambient Version)

Could turn around if we remember
The way to get lost
Would it be the path I have entered
Covered in nostalgic frost
We can see it now as a challenge
With only hope to fail
A thrill to sense what we can manage
Not looking at the details

It's down for me to decide
You choose to sit out this time

Destroy me once more
Leave me begging for
The scars to arise
Causing my demise
In the cold I know
The lines that may show
How I'm so far down
Will I come around

As I chose to turn the other way
Hoping that there's something there
With your face I yearn for what you say
There's only a blank stare
When we feel the chill as the wind blows
Freezing this heavy heart
In my mind I know where this path goes
You and I we see the start

Watch me as I fall again
You already knew the end

Destroy me once more
Leave me begging for
The scars to arise
Causing my demise
In the cold I know
The lines that may show
How I'm so far down
Will I come around

I sensed your eyes losing sight again
Letting me know I'm alone
Never thought I saw you as a friend
Your emptiness felt like home
In the ice I see it's reflecting
With the thought that's in my grasp
All alone I stand here asking
Will I relax or relapse

Destroy me once more
Leave me begging for
The scars to arise
Causing my demise
In the cold I know
The lines that may show
How I'm so far down
Will I come around