Not Gonna Lie

You left me melancholy
If I drank I'd be an alcoholic
But I don't, so I stay up at night instead
I write songs about my problems
And it seems to me that you're in all of them
I wish that you would get out of my head
And it's hard to move on from
Someone you loved
But caused you so much harm
And it's hard to feel loved
When for so many years
All that you felt was lost
Lost
And I'm not gonna lie
You make me wanna die, die
Die die
Die
Die
You always got the best of me
I didn't know that you'd be the death of me
You let me die right there in your arms
And I never heard the sirens
Even in your Ultraviolence
You were too afraid to make the call
And it's hard to be strong
When all that I was now seems to be gone
And it's hard to go on
When you kept me alone
Alone for so long
So long
And I'm not gonna lie
You make me wanna die, die
Die die
Die
There's so many memories
That I wish I could forget
I close my eyes
And you're still kissing my neck
And I'm not gonna lie
You make me wanna die die die
Die die die die
Die die die
Die