I'm In Here

I had the right dream with the wrong plan
It's the missing page to who I am. The caviar of my regrets
Its a sold out performance to the curtain call I'll never get

Cause I'll build a wall around all that I'm feeling
I've gotten pretty good through the years at concealing
My truer self, the one I left on the self

But I'm in Here, can't you see me I'm in here
Look a little closer I'm in here, I'm telling you I'm in here

I made the right move in the wrong game a subtle choice I couldn't change
Now I'm branded with a character flaw
It's the manifested destiny to a world of hope that I never saw

Now I won't tell you when you ask what I'm thinking
And I won't answer when you question my drinking
You see I've given up on your love so long ago

So hoist up the mainsail and cast off the bow line
I'm coming about into the night
And when you awake you'll find I have betrayed you
Cause I wasn't up for the fight

But I'm in here . Can't you see me I'm in here
Look a little closer I'm in here, I'm telling you I'm in here

I'm Out of sight out of mind locked in the castle
I lost the day lost my way so what does it matter
The line was crossed that ends the game
And lives have been shattered and I, I'm to Blame
But I'm in here, can't you see me I'm in here
Look a little closer I'm in here oh I'm telling you I'm in here.

I've walked the beaches to the Cape in September
Climbed mountains by a full moon in the cold of December
And I've watched the sunset, over Monterey bay
I had the right dream with the wrong plan the missing page to who I am
I raise my glass of champagne to the crowning achievement
The caver of my regrets

So put me to pasture or take me to task, cause my life's moving faster
And my heart it won't last., so you can place your bets on the red or the black
Cause its fifty fifty I ain't coming back
But I'm in here, can't you see me I'm in here, dig a little deeper I'm in here
I'm most assuredly in here
What have I done