Man2man

Stressful nights, anxious mornings
Brain is storming, thoughts are clouded
Every move is doubted
Don't know what to do about it
Ran away to college, tried to find myself
Four years in tuition debt
In the end, is this all I get?
(Yuh)
Lookin' back on my life, if I die tonight
Am I satisfied?
Can I say I've tried?
Haven't felt inspired in a long time
Tell the truth, I'm terrified
Insecure, all my worries magnify
How the fuck can I survive?
Tryin' to fit in but I just wanna be
Look in the mirror, like what I see
Family sayin' they proud of me
Settin' my goals, chasin' my dreams
Fakin' I'm good but it's not what it seems
Tearin' apart the seams
Weight of the world on my shoulders
About to fold over
Blood gettin' colder
Emotion freeze over
Fightin' myself to get up out of bed
Burnt cigarettes like the thoughts in my head
Smoke on my lungs, ash on my tongue
Paint on my chest but I'm tryna be strong
Find that place where I can belong
It's hard to move when everything's wrong
Lookin' for hope
Hopin' for more
More than enough
Enough to be free (uh)

Where'd your voice go?
It never existed like Voldemort's nose
Gripped some throats so my music wins by choke holds
Heads off the top, like pens to pen cells
Mind to stencil
Thoughts too scrambled
Half a handle, a man that's a vandal
A panoramic couldn't fit a handful of the mental imagery
I'm ready to lecture you Hannibal's
I'ma, I'ma grenade with the pin off
Ready to blow up your parade
Your mindset plane, laced with helium
A runway for fame to get to your head, so appealing now
Holdin' feelings, I will deliver lyrics
Like its the last thing you're hearin' before you visit my grave
Nameless is the person that needs to work undercover
Before he can make a name
I don't fake a day
Won't care that you don't remember me
I'm my own best friend and enemy
Going to war in your headspace
Red flames out the exhaust of the mustang
Downrange is the checked flag
Burners click bang
Your ass fall to the ring of this Car-15
Crashed and you see
The aftermath, we're dressed in black
Holdin' back flowers, weeping your dreams, yeah
Who knew it was gonna be like this
I'ma suicide alchemist
Still on the bed, pills in your hand
Minibullets that would kill a butterflyman
Sing a lullaby goodbye, goodnight
If fears an allergy, my voice is an EpiPen
Manifest hell
Man to man
Thoughts are a prison
Me and my cell

(Frank)
Thought I was done but I'm gonna end this
Me and Jetty, down in the trenches
Not lettin' up, the flow is relentless
Rockin' with us, move you out of your senses

I'm the Phantom Menace with unrelenting vengeance
I enter, you exit
My tongue is a weapon
Anti-venom to leverage
Playin' field is even
FM, you stayin' or leavin'?
This is the radio receivin'
Signals fire in sequence

Don't even try, don't even beckon
We'll take you to school and teach you a lesson
Treat rap like it's a profession
Still spit even with a congestion

Here's a confession (yeah)
I'm a mess and it hasn't gotten better
Sandman sent in a letter and returned it to sender
I'm offended I never
Have been with so many people that are just sayin' never
You're the stairway to heaven, cause I walk on you (heh)
FM beside me, squad is two
Audibly offin' you
Lock you in a coffin wit' gorilla glue
Then watched the sunset from a killer view
Turn on the heat in the car
Left tire marks in the parking lot
Middle finger out and about down the boulevard
The trees blow 'n' part
I'm done

FM
Jetty