Thoughts in my H.E.A.D.

A lot of them folks was asking Me, like
What was you thinking while You was sitting there behind Them walls
Day after day, night after night
Shit, all that shit that I seen

Dax, Watkins, no relation to Sammy
All of my wisdom gone and I'm Wishing I had a Grammy
But don't notice me, only my People know it's me
By my poetry, writing bars Without profanity

It's catchy, bending ways, that's Flexibility
I ain't dead just so I flex in my Ability
I.E.S. stressing my best, but I Ain't stressing
If you choose to follow, Whatever's less

I'll be the father and teach you a Lesson
Less is more, this is the school Of hard knocks
What you came here for
You see the pen, you throwing Rocks

What you complaining for
I see the pen, I pick it up
Cause I ain't trying to stay poor
Im writin my thoughts, Sharpen my skills

Ran out of ink, pick up a book
And I read it till I let it all sink
And my actions, the Jacksons And Franklins are flowing
I just hopped up in my one Man's boat

And started rowing, I'm against The tide
Death Valley is where my heart Reside
Just play me back or read me Slow
When the metaphors hide

Nah, they still don't understand
Or maybe I don't
Why your hands stay in your Pants
Andvyou quick to run off to The next man

To dap his hand
Well Dapper Dan is stuck in no Man's land
They quick to call me gay
When it's swag that they live to Portray

They must not know that Definition is sway
Can't walk a straight line in Swag
You're going both ways
That's just the ways of the Young age

We're living today
I'm here to let you know
That you got a decision to Make
Pull up your pants and clip Your nails

Cause you really look fake
Or confused, or misused
Whatever words you can take
Now here's a helping, and a Blessing

And a slice of some humble pie
I won't lie, these are the Thoughts in my head
I put it down on paper
So there's no hate in my lead

And send it out, hit a stroller
With a baby instead
Now mama's crying cause her Baby is dead
Oh lord, why

Nobody's able to handle her
I'm counting days on my handmade calendar
Eyes and ears open, mouth Closed
And I'll be better than the war

In my world, where's the end
I'm a veteran
Mouth closed, and I'll be better Than the world
You think I care about your Sickle cell

The white man give a speech
To the majority behind the cell
How can you speak on equality
When it's you versus me

And everybody you left gunned Down in the streets
I hear you tell me I ain't ready For the industry
I ain't living through hell
So my records can sell

Equally? Nah, we were never Meant to be
You need to quit lying to them Children
Make believe in all their History
I'm cold as chivalry

Unknown as a mystery
I hate all police in general
And you a pig to me
Unknown as a mystery

I hate all poli-
Nah, nevermind
Dax Watkins, I made an enemy
But I don't really care if they Feeling me

They hearing me
I pick the right time to speak Out
I'm outspoken
They don't even gotta single Me Out

Cause I am chosen
And I hate a snitch
Nigga mouth open
And they loving it

The nine is Ramadan
And mine will make a nigga Muslim
They're puzzling
The look that's on your face is Kinda trouble

When I Tia and Tamera
Make them think they seeing Double then
We is me
And all you do is turn a W

Take no L's
And all I do is get them W's
I'm making plays and J's
It's like I'm walking on the Moon

The bottom of my shoes got That residue
Dope bars
I have you hooked like fire Underneath the spoon
Flow so hard

And you would think that I'll Be Coming soon
Started as a freestyle
I turned it to the lifestyle the Album
And I can't feel my face

I need a Valium
I had to watch and see my Friends turn to enemies
Taking all my money to handle Responsibilities
Quick to use my money

So why would you wait and lie To me
You ain't have no money
So why would you even ride With me
She see I got money

All of a sudden she want the D
Stay in my zone
Staying alone
Phone ringing

And I ain't even home
Catch a dial tone
It's Pharaoh
I have spoken

Be still Pharaoh Speaks