Heart Felt

I'm getting tired, all we do is just go back and forth
You know my body, so really what you snapping for?
You right beside me, next day you walking out the door
But you my rider, know we been here many times before
How many time, have these things been the same?
Surrounded by these bitches, know they only want a name
Ain't that picture perfect, see we still fit the frame
Listening to your friends, and none of them bitches mains girl
Lies was told, that was just for your protection
Battling these demons, you and them be probably best friends
Smiling in my face then try and found out who I'm texting
Accepting all my flaws, I ain't learn none of my lessons
But I'll do better, just been focused on my cheddar
Put ice all on your chain, go bust down one them letters
Said I'm doing good, but you always needed better
Still love that girl to death, but I wish I never met her (Never met her)

I wanna be your lover
I can't discuss another, argument, see what's left
Of this we call a pyramid
To build a higher outcome
Of what we thought could be of, life was spent, wasting it, can we just take a moment

In and out my life shawty we ain't doing that
I get the money and you know I bring the money back
I put it up and imma tuck it when you coming back
I call your phone late night, just to get in that
And I ain't tripping bout that lil shit
Imma buy the bigger shit
Tryna get the house on the hill, so we can chill and shit
You ain't gotta work shawty just go get the membership
And we gone push that work out and we gone get that business
Going through the motion got me tripping 'bout the love
We going through the motion, shawty tryna find a plug
I'm going through the motion got me tripping 'bout these drugs
Going through the motions got me thinking 'bout your love
Tripping 'bout it, and I'm just tryna figure out what we doing shawty
And I'm just tryna take that route, get the money we can run it up
And we gone take another route, we don't give a fuck
And they ain't fucking with us

I wanna be your lover
I can't discuss another, argument, see what's left
Of this we call a pyramid
To build a higher outcome (Higher out)
Of what we thought could be, of life was spent, wasting it, can we just take a moment?