Happier Days

Falling apart in my car again
1 AM, saying god doesn't exist
Don't want to believe
He sees me like this and turns away again

Sure feels like shit now
Checking out I see the magazines
A woman's world is 15 pounds less in 10 days
I'd be laughing if it didn't fill me with pain

I'd be lying if I said I didn't buy it only 16, bought the pills
Just a girl, I wish I could go back and break the spell
The promise on the bottle, of happier days
I just want to say
Pour that story down the drain
Pour that story
Pour that story down the drain
Thinking now of happier days
Thinking now of happier days
Thinking now of happier days, happier days
Happier days

Falling apart in my room again up all night
Praying to god
It's the last time
I see myself like this
Living in the prison of my own room

Sure feels like shit now
The ads on my phone won't go away
I've tried to block them it just reminds me of the days
3 Years ago at the bathroom sink wondering if there's such a things as
Happier days
I just want happier days
I just want happier days
Happier days happier days

So used to mistaking sirens for music in my head
The doctor said I'd have died in one months time
So twisted that I didn't mind
Don't you want to find
Happier days
Thinking now of
Happier days
Thinking now of
Happier days
Happier days
Thinking now of
Happier days
Thinking now of
Happier days
Thinking now of
Happier days
Happier days, happier days
Pour that story
Down the drain
Pour that story
Pour that story
Down the drain

Falling apart in my car again
1 AM, saying god doesn't exist
Don't want to believe
He sees me like this and turns away again