Anesthesia

Fire flying poltergeist haunting everything inside my place
Hovering, living on edges my circumstances are getting so tragic
Succubus, quenching my blood steady bouncing on the mattress
Clotting back and forth, getting hazy while I'm in a demonic trance
Spirit dance
Legs in dark blue water, dark like gothic lips
Heaven glitch, life is falling off from on my sanity cliff
Get a glimpse, of my psychotic state
Mentally break
Down when I am awake
And my fate I am waiting for
With the stress inside bottled up as it's starting to show on my face
Living in off of meds I give myself 'cause I'm fucked up anyways
Pulsating while paralyzed in bed, glown hands hovering above
Hallucinate from cat excrement condensed in hot vapor

Sticking to my skin I'm feeling oblivious to everything
Fading into the back of my head, which I assume just anything
Hissing wicked voices washing through my ears like tide waves
Running through loops of my head, causing headaches and migraines
Faucet dripping with maggots and mirrors are flipped oppositely
Showing reflections of someone that I do not recognize honestly
I feel like I am divided partially
My mental is all over the place
How am I supposed to act normal when I feel like this inside
Sometimes I think to myself I really I wanna die
What is all the worth of living when I live like this
And all I ever do is shit that isn't right
Feels like the end of me, feels like I am dying inside



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Writer(s): Abnormal
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