I Wish

I know I'm not good at conveying my emotions
I guess I'll try it here though just this single notion
I like to stay fluid like the waves on the ocean
And honestly I would hate to cause a big commotion
Listen I'll admit it, I feel sad. I'm depressed
I wake up everyday with my life in a mess
Wondering what my future holds, I can only guess
When I'm lost in the silence, I wish Id think less

My brain screams at me on like every single day
I have no way to cope, don't do drugs, got no bae
just be happy, don't feel sad is what they say
Thank you, Einstein Now just please go away

I hate it in my mind, I wish I could leave this space
I wish my life slowed down but it keeps picking up the pace
Don't have a single hobby, I don't have a goal to chase
When I look into the mirror, I wish I didn't see my face
I just wanna be happy, is that way to much to ask?
I wish I could be myself instead of hiding with this mask
If you'd please, pour a glass, take a shot, raise a flask
The only times I'm awake is when this starry night is black
Will I get to grow old?
Will I get to have a son?
Or will my life be cut short by something stupid that I've done?
Will this be my last song my very final decree?
At least I let forth all these emotions inside me



Credits
Writer(s): Dakota Neal
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