It's Been a Fun Ride

All my life I've been grinding just to fall on my face
Too much on it, the shit starts to fall off my plate
I don't need you whack motherfuckers all on my case
Lately I've been spending almost every dollar I make
On promotion, I write my shit with such devotion
So I can be ignored, I feel my seams busting open
So maybe I should quit, cause lately I'm just sick
Of working fingers to the bone to fail like eighty times again, fuck!

It's been a fun ride but I'm done now
And my patience has officially run out
Why do you do that? You look at me with such doubt
I'm in my head thinking way too much now

Overthinking, there's way too many thoughts in year
Too many voices, so my own voice ain't awful clear
Anxiety throughout my body, got a lot of fears
I pray and sob at night really hoping that God can hear
Cause if he can't then what's the point to praying
If there's a hell I'm going there for all the choices I'm making
Not good with people I'm avoiding faces
And I get really, really nervous when I'm in noisy places

It's been a fun ride but I'm done now
And my patience has officially run out
Why do you do that? You look at me with such doubt
I'm in my head thinking way too much now



Credits
Writer(s): Kurt Hanson
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