Does it Smile

I need to go the store today
It looks pretty crappy outside but I walked out and actually it's ok
The problem is when I got there they were out of tea
Now what else will I drink as I look out of my window in misery
I'm learning to lie to my therapist I'll just treat myself
And by that mean I've been living in my own head
You can walk all over me now but later I'll hate you for it
At the moment though we can remain non confrontational best friends

But I won't be manipulated, I won't be manipulated
Cause if you're manipulative, then I'm stupid and my ego can't take it
I won't be manipulated, I won't be manipulated
Cause if you're manipulative, then there's really no point in faking this

I wanted to be everything you wanted me to be
But I just couldn't hit the mark
I bled myself dry and I always wondered why I had no energy left to bring
At least it no longer stings

But it's too complicated, I can no longer take it
Hold your standards up to someone else, someone else, someone else

But it's just you and me
And our little pile of misery
Guess it just wasn't meant to be



Credits
Writer(s): Brianna Parr
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