All Too Well

I remember parts of last night
Crying on your couch
Playing conversations in my mind
Maybe you should take the time
To figure your heart out
'Cuz in the end, it's never been mine

I've started meditating
Oh, but my heart is racing
I can't seem to keep my eyes from opening wide
You love to kiss me fake, then
Just say it's complicated
Can someone get me faded out my goddamn mind

Oh, da da
I'm so sick of loving someone else
No, da da
Not the same when you can't love yourself
Oh, da da
Trapped inside your candy-coated hell
Yeah, I know you all too well

Funny how you break me down, but
Always say you'll change
Same candy, sugar-coated lie
Tired of tryna see the light
It's dark every day
And in the end, you've never been mine

I've started meditating
Oh but my heart is racing
I can't sit still, I'm feeling so alive
You love to kiss me fake, then
Just say it's complicated
Can someone get me faded out my goddamn mind

Oh, da da
I'm so sick of loving someone else
No, da da
Not the same when you can't love yourself
Oh, da da
Trapped inside your candy-coated hell
Yeah, I know you all too well

I've started meditating
But you've got my body shaking
Yeah, I'm fucking meditating
Feeling so alive
Hell yeah, I'm complicated
But you're fake and overrated
Can someone get me faded out my goddamn mind

Oh, good god
I'm so sick of loving someone else
Oh, da da
Not the same when you can't love your
Oh, da da
Trapped inside your candy-coated hell
Yeah, I know you all too well