Why'd You Die? (I'm Feelin' Suicide)

Ayy, Ayy
I'm feelin' suicide, why'd you go and die?
My mind, is frozen
Stopped in time, I'm copin'
So I get high just to cover my emotions

I'm recalling days reminiscing 'bout the past yeah you know our life was simple
Yeah I know we had arguments but every couple does, yeah we had our issues
Now I long for those days 'cause right now girl I really miss you
Tried to pray for more days but then cancer had to fuckin' get you

No one gon' take your place, so I cut myself, I bleed a little
I've been stayin' up so late, cryin' in my bed, might need a tissue
Now I've lost that old taste of your lips, I feel the need to kiss you
Got me feelin' like Kousei, I ask God why did he need to pick you

Yeah I feel so lonely, without you, fuck life, I can't continue
Thought I saw your soul sneak 'round my house, I swear to God I hear you
And so what I guess I'm sayin' (Is) that I'm insane, and
I see your face every time my heart starts breakin'

It really hurt me when I see her go through chemo
I tried to be there every step I hope that she knows
When she was fightin' the battle I was so weak, oh
Yeah I was holdin' her hand, my baby feel cold

Yeah, why'd you die? I
I'm feelin' suicide, why, I
I'm feelin' suicide, I-I-I-I-I
I'm feelin' suicide

I'm feelin' suicide, why'd you go and die?
My mind, is frozen
Stopped in time, I'm copin'
So I get high just to cover my emotions

I know left I apologize
I made a big mess, wasn't ready to die
The thought of knowin' death, it had me terrified
Left you with regrets so now you cut with a knife and now your

Your sittin' down there all alone
I see you tryna contemplate on why I'm fucking gone
Baby I know it seems wrong, but you gotta stay strong, of course you belong
This ain't a game and you don't get a respawn

You got one life, one day, you'll get a response
From me, but right now just wait your time hasn't come
I'm fine, we'll meet again, but now you need to carry on

I know it hurt and when he see me go through chemo
He tried to be there every step, hope that he knows
When I was fightin' the battle I wasn't weak, oh
'Cause he was holdin' my hand, I didn't feel cold, feel alone

Yeah, why'd you die? I
I'm feelin' suicide, why, I
I'm feelin' suicide, I-I-I-I-I
I'm feelin' suicide

I'm feelin' suicide, why'd you go and die?
My mind, is frozen
Stopped in time, I'm copin'
So I get high just to cover my emotions

Why'd you die? I
I'm feelin' suicide, why, I
I'm feelin' suicide, I-I-I-I-I
I'm feelin' suicide