Tears of Love and Numbness (Outro)

I know emotion
People tell me that I'm too young to understand emotion
Or understand the world; how shit works and what happens
But yet they correlate in such a way
That it's so hard for me to understand
Yet it's so easy for me to understand
It's something that people think that I don't understand
But yet I show that I understand it more than most
Because I express it
But people don't understand me
Because they don't feel me
Although, there is one emotion that I don't understand
Love

I don't understand what brings it about
I don't understand what causes people to feel it
I don't understand how you can trust somebody with your love
I don't even understand how it exists
Or why it exists
All that I understand about it is that people, for some reason, feel it
And sometimes, they pretend to feel it
Why pretend to feel it
There's no reason for that
Be grateful that you even understand it
And are capable of feeling it
Because I can't
I don't understand
But I do understand other things
I understand my mental health
And I'm self-aware of it
I'm aware that it's going downhill
And I'm aware that there's no saving it
And that is why I'm incapable of feeling love
That's why