Haze (from melancholy: visualized)

That's just how life goes
It'll flash and
In an instant
You're back at the bottom
Just like that
Yea

Surfing on the waves that I'm making
Girls be groupies in DMs but I'm taken
I'm that number one like I'm Jordan, no Awaken
Thought we was a group, but I guess that spot vacant
Hanging on the low, they didn't wanna tell
Forgot that I see loco, full circle ring a bell?
Thought we was a team but we didn't Pierce The Veil
Now you 750 minutes from firing personnel
History repeating itself
New girl, cut me off, you just use me for wealth
These days, when you talking, you don't care how I felt
'Cause these days when you talking, only talk bout yourself
And leave me, to go to hang like a iPhone
Gone without a thought in mind, left me sad and alone
B over H, only say that 'cause I thought we was grown
But nevermind, now I know, true colors was shown
I'm that one star like Converse
Won't find another like me in the time verse
Turn the door with the key, another fine curse
5 people, 3 weeks, you can't find worse
Godspeed to your bestie
Now I wonder what she thinking when she pass me
Lying like Jussie, better not test me
Or imma Lett this Smoll thing go and take me to the next speed
200 on the dash
I'm swerving in the lanes, trying best not to crash
And I'm not gonna pass 'cause I'm not Steve Nash
But I'm lucky if I jet to school before first class
But I'm blinded, contract didn't see, I still signed it
Wanted another feature but said ____ it, nevermind it
Planning on his ex while his bestie going behind it
Thinking back a year, same time, I'm reminded
Screenshotting my screen on the d, d-low
He prolly gon dap me up when I see, see tho
I'm prolly gon dap back if he see, see tho
And he can take all his shots like a free, free throw
And my name might be narcissistic
'Cause I'm implying that my life is ridiculous
I'm dazed and amazed but the haze ain't lifted
My nose run red, but it's not 'cause sickness

Dazed and amazed and I'm dazed and I'm blown (Then again like)
But the haze is still here and it will be until I'm gone (It's like, my mind is foggy, it's)
Dazed and amazed and I'm dazed and I'm drawn (It's hazy, it's like)
'Til the air clears out and wind goes strong (It's like)
Dazed and amazed and I'm dazed and I'm on (It's like mornings in the fall)
But maybe I should shut up and just move on like Sean (In the hills with our windows down, listening to 2SEATER)
Dazed and amazed and I'm dazed and I'm wrong (7 o'clock, waking up the neighbors)
'Cause they're really good friends, overthinking did me wrong (Good days)