Psycho Cycle

I got thick tongue numbness
I know I've done some dumb shit
But at the end of the day
Is it worth making fun of?

When I leave work
Someone else comes in
When I clock out
Then they clock in
When I can't work
Someone covers my shift
That's a POS
You piece of shit
That's SOB
You son of a bitch

I head to bed
And it starts again

I wake up and
Rush to work
I reread
And misread my words
Now I'm at work early
And my stomach starts to hurt
Aye!
Now the term "to journey"
Is just a curse gotta swerve
I'm scratching just the surface
Of what determines the term
Scraping or tapping
At that surface of the earth
And if you look at me
The meaning's
Just to see...
All the things deceiving
Evil greetings
Reeling all the demons
That are feeding you and me
Pretending it's connected
Then get me to get you a necklace
Asking for an address
And tell me about your antics
Act like you're invested
And damn are you an actress!

I work the days
Leading to vacation
And my ligaments
Go ape shit
I bake my brain
Like baking cakes and
I can give a fuck
About the what
What the fuck you playing?

Sometimes I blow smoke
And sometimes I ignore it
I think that I know
But I don't know where I'm going!

We all better one day
Realize our pain
Plain as day
Workin' hard
Back is sprained
Shake my hand
Stand in line
Wait there
Say-say ok
Just say ok

I'm not impatient
I'm just saying
Working hard
For someone's gain?
Like knock on wood
It doesn't get worse
Cause come that day
I may just burst

I may just burst

And so begins this psycho cycle
I ride my bike like Vice P Michael
Cause I can't say
That my life's a drive
That's striking my soul
So I lend
My hand
My ears
My aching eyeballs
Just to see
What life could be
Without me
Searching
Finding
Lurking
Turning to these idols