222. The Afterparty

I wonder why
What have I done to you?
To hold me back, for me to decide, what I should do with you

I justified
Whatever you felt to do
You keepin me close, holdin' my hand

Do I have to, see you how I want to
Flawless like a full moon
Know you ain't the one who I've been holdin' on, onto

And now I've ended this time for me
I've been thinkin'
Should I decide to leave?
Do you believe in quitting to set us free
Couldn't just let you spitting on both my feet

And I
Feel it slide
Oh I tried

I'm coming to my senses
Couldn't go on with the tension
When I called you out, you got cold and defensive
I felt a little guilt by screaming
When you told them it had no meaning
But you lied and you made me dreaming
Of
Plans that involved the future of you and I
And I couldn't compare your love to another guy
But you making me wait for nothing
I wonder why
When you saw in all my feels
Yeah they multiplied

And I
Felt it slide
Oh I tried