Fatal Games

I don't want to lie anymore
You don't want to cry anymore
We both knew it would never be the same
We both knew we were playing fatal games

I was feeling hurt
Though I tried to hide it
I could feel it through the perc's
It was deep inside
I tried to lie, but it still lurks
Lying to myself, I swear this feeling is the worst
This isn't the first no
Mind spinning like the earth yo
Feeling like I'm cursed
It's time for a rebirth
Made some big mistakes
Let my temper speed off when I should've pumped the brakes
All the sacrifices we were sure that we should make
All the risks we knew about and still wanted to take
Hearts breaking through the speakers
Her mouth is full of ether
All the memories full of pain
I feel them when I hear your name
Today I'm feeling fake
Skeletons and roses this old gardens full of snakes
Moving through my bones, yes I can feel it when it rains
All the different ways to decompose, this isn't pain
Rainbow acid rain
Bullets in our brains
Let go of the past we used to go by different names
I tried to look you up but I can't find the new domain
The plug she hooked us up, she said we'd never be the same

And I know you wouldn't get it
You're always sympathetic
Tie a knot onto your back and offer yourself as a present
It's awfully impressive while I count down every second
My phone has no percentage as I'm typing out your message
I wish I had the words to say
How much it hurts inside of me
To watch you on your final phase
Somehow I am not afraid
I love it when you call my name
My stomach fucking hurts
I hate to watch you while you walk away
Turn your back and hold your face

What have I done

What have I done
I haven't thought of anyone but you since you've left
What have I done
I haven't thought of anyone but you since you've left