Sabotage

(Ren)
I'm gonna just push it away I'm gonna
Leave it for another day I'm gonna
(Both)
Self sabotage
(Ren)
Cause I don't think I deserve that kind of applause

(Pri Abrol)
I don't know if you like me or hate me or
Don't even feel any type of way towards me I'm a
Lost cause
Please just hold that applause

(Ren)
Maybe I need to evaluate my own sense of security
Maybe I underestimate myself when you're in the room with me
(Pri Abrol)
But baby I can't control my face
And my smile feels so out of place
And I know that you wouldn't retrace
Any steps leading back to me

Why would I try you on?
You would just lead me on
I'm a lost cause
(Both)
I'll self sabotage
(Ren)
I know talking to you is pointless
So I'll turn away and avoid it
I'm a lost cause
(Both)
I'll self sabotage
Sabotage
Sabotage
Sabotage
Sabotage

(Pri Abrol)
I'm gonna just flee the state
I'm gonna
Disappear I can't evaluate
How you can't
(Both)
Find me I promise
(Pri Abrol)
I'm going to a place
(Both)
Where you can't reach me on my phone
(Pri Abrol)
I threw it away

(Ren)
I'm in this weird mental haze
Don't think I'm ever coming out of it
It's not a phase
I'm gonna
(Both)
Self sabotage
(Pri Abrol)
Like if it hurts you that's not my issue
Not my cause

Maybe I need to evaluate my own sense of empathy
(Ren)
And maybe I underestimate the damage I do when I'm hurting
(Pri Abrol)
But baby I can't control my words
(Ren)
And my smile feels so fucking absurd
(Both)
And maybe you should stop and think about what you deserve from me
Cause I'm giving you the worst
Just like you did to me

(Ren)
Why would I try you on?
You would just lead me on
I'm a lost cause
(Both)
I'll self sabotage
(Pri Abrol)
I know talking to you is pointless
So I'll turn away and avoid it
I'm a lost cause
(Both)
I'll self sabotage
Sabotage
(Pri Abrol)
Do you think my self destructive tendencies are sexy?
(Both)
Sabotage
I'm gonna sabotage
(Pri Abrol)
Oh I know you do
(Both)
Sabotage

(Pri Abrol)
I'm sorry, for everything
I've apologized so many times that you probably don't even believe it anymore
This is my fault
It always is
I'm glad you realized what you deserve
And I hope you're able to find that within yourself or whoever or whatever makes you Happy



Credits
Writer(s): Lauren Onufryk
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