Different Struggle

I'm screaming man down
Put some stuff up on the pad now, but all I could muster is a sad frown
I've always had doubts, like I'm running through a bad route
I just hope that I don't stand out
Some people wanna stack clout
I'd rather blackout, drinking excessively
This is a mess, it's been testing me
I confess I'm a wreck mentally, but dedicated heavily
Medicated? Definitely
I'ma set the scene
Dimethyltryptamine--There's nothing left to see
The rest ain't up to me
It's not my cup of tea
I use my lungs to breathe and smoke a bunch of weed
I had crumbs to eat, like once a week, but I had the funds for me
I just wasn't living comfortably
I don't want to bleed
I'm scared of pain
I need a cup to drink

It's a different struggle
I had to shift the rubble
I sense a... (trails off)

What I do for a living is not fulfilling
I wanna stop the feeling like amoxicillin
I miss my honda civic with the pot still in it
I was whipping round the block, but the cops was hidden
I miss my friends from the old times
Think about them in the cold nights, precious like a gold mine
Yes, it lets my soul shine
Never told lies
Just think if it was your life

It's a different struggle
I had to shift the rubble
I sense a bit of trouble
So all I did was put in a little hustle
It's a different struggle
I had to shift the rubble
I sense a bit of trouble
So all I did was put in a little hustle

I need something new, like what a view
It was such sudden news, but I had to muddle through
My uncle, the whole fam, and my cousins too
I'm running to another queue
I ain't waiting here, had to say it clear
Now I crack a smile, but I can't shake the fear
No track in awhile, so I'll make the year
Mad stress on a pile
Man, I hate it here
That's how I feel, right?
It ain't real bright
I'm just tryna get a meal tonight
But it's not so bad I've come to realize
That's why I keep it sealed tight, then I let it burst
This ain't the first, it ain't the last
It ain't the worst, look who you asked
It ain't a curse, it's who I am
This ain't a verse, it's the truth
It's how I execute my plan
Tryna lose focus on the negatives
I was too hopeless, but now I'm on the mend
I got new doja, now I'm a different man
I'm a true soldier 'cause this war will never end
So I shout, but I'm on the other side now
Had to find out how to live on 9 clouds and take some time out
You know what I'm bout
I've come a long way, man
I'm proud
Years later, I'm still rapping
I'm glad that it happened
Now I'm taking flight, seatbelt is fastened
He felt the passion
Keep out the madness
Listen to the heat melt the dabs, and I'm cool
Don't freakout, I have it
I'll speak 'til I'm raspy
I see that you angry
If you got something you need, you can ask me
Now ima go peace out, I am free

It's a different struggle
I had to shift the rubble
I sense a bit of trouble
So all I did was put in a little hustle
It's a different struggle
I had to shift the rubble
I sense a bit of trouble
So all I did was put in a little hustle



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Writer(s): Jared Horst
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