DILA

Yea i've been drinking to much
Ive been smoking to much
Ive been talking to much
Now i'm fucking throwing up yea
Yea she's the reason i'm dead in my head
These demons are always corrupting my presence
I didn't want to explain my pain
So i made a song called dead in los angeles
So i'm dead in los angeles
Every minute every day
No text i'm in hesitation
Fighting all these demons cause i'm just a demonstration
Why you shouldn't trust a girl when she has you in your feelings
So now i'm watching my back
Getting ready to be stabbed
Uhh sleep all day stay up all night
Percocet rushing through my mind
Keeping my focus for her yea i know her love was a curse
Kim can you take me to a word
Yea but i drink to much yea i smoke to much
So now i'm getting fucked up yea
To much pills in my cup
So now i'm dead in los angeles
Fighting all these fucking demons in my head
It's a battle that i can't leave alone
Even when i'm sleeping in the bed
Yea the true demons keep me close
To my deepest feelings back at home
But now i'm lost in this black pit where i roam
Shit i don't even know if i want to do this rap shit anymore
But i'm mentally permanently stuck in this abyss
People do drugs, pop pills, shoot kids
And now i'm super dead yea dead in los angeles
Yea kim text me because i've been waiting
I don't want to think of that bitch jenny
Uh its been having me suffering, in my cup just per oxy
Yea i know yea, i've been bleeding out of my eyes
Out of my nose, i gotta find a way to compose
Keeping my balance on how much i take uh
Police told me theres a mental hospital for me on the way
But i ain't dumb, i'm just doing to much to make the feelings and
Emotions go numb
Girl your an angel from heaven that came to save me from dying
Yea now we separating, different high schools
Yet your still looking for satan
I don't have the same mindset, i get angrier then before
Trying to explain my emotions when i overdosed
The ambulance on the way to save me
But don't pick me up if i feel like i'm at home
Honestly i haven't felt like this in a while,
Her fame has me in denial
Im to busy adjusting to my new life with these percy's
And i know that the devil just tryna kill me
Well fortunately for him now i'm dying
In los angeles where i'm stuck in the abyss
Lost in my mind, i've been doing to much getting high



Credits
Writer(s): Manuel Cardiel
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