Hidden Thoughts

You know it's gon be some things that you may not understand
And that's cool
But just know one thing
You can only control what you can control

I don't understand all this pain I'm going thru
Please give me a break maybe I need one or two
Mama told me pray but beware they'll come for you
Please don't give up now blessings coming soon
I don't understand all this pain I'm going thru
Please give me a break maybe I need one or two
Mama told me pray but beware they'll come for you
Please don't give up now blessings coming soon

I know imma be straight but this pain is really hurting
I'm smiling on stage but when you close them curtains
I'm ballin out In tears cuz this pain is there for certain
The misery around me wants the company I've learned it
They tried to bridge the gap but I lit a match and burned it
Cuz when I finally get I wanna say that I earned
Shoutout to the ones that stayed with me thru this journey
And to the most high just know that I know you're worthy
I know I'm not the best child and yeah I can admit that
But I'll give my last dollar and won't want a cent back
See I'm the type to get it tenfold and then I spin back
If you woke to see where I'm coming from then you get that
I been that guy
To give my all and don't care bout why
So many lessons that's the reason that I'm here right now
My battle wounds just show I fought and that I stood my ground
My face a frown no I'm not down I'm feeling good right now

I don't understand all this pain I'm going thru
Please give me a break maybe I need one or two
Mama told me pray but beware they'll come for you
Please don't give up now blessings coming soon
I don't understand all this pain I'm going thru
Please give me a break maybe I need one or two
Mama told me pray but beware they'll come for you
Please don't give up now blessings coming soon

I Gotta stay on my grind can't let y'all get in my way
All my praises to the lord I represent for YAHWEH
I was down bad on my last had to get it the hard way
I remember spittin rhymes walking in that hallway
Now I got two kids that watch me so I gotta set examples
Imma give them the same energy I'm giving to these samples
Teach my son take care of business there's something's you gotta handle
And to my daughter never settle and don't get caught up in no scandals
Why
These streets don't show no love no they'll leave
It's better if you lean up on yo people
See matter of fact let me change that cuz there's a sequel
Even your own people can turn evil
It's not to say that everyone gon change up and just leave you
Ain't no time to waste just get it while you can but keep it legal
Jada said you can't see the devil cuz he see thru
I'm made in God's Image I'm just tryna help you see too

I don't understand all this pain I'm going thru
Please give me a break maybe I need one or two
Mama told me pray but beware they'll come for you
Please don't give up now blessings coming soon
I don't understand all this pain I'm going thru
Please give me a break maybe I need one or two
Mama told me pray but beware they'll come for you
Please don't give up now blessings coming soon
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Alright
Yeah
Uh uh
Keep all that