Overdose

Met the reaper in my room
Told me I'm gon' die real soon
Told him I don't give a fuck
I'm gon' swallow all these drugs

Met the reaper in my room
Told me I'm gon' die real soon
Told him I don't give a fuck
I'm gon' swallow all these drugs, yeah

I keep my thoughts inside my head
Better to leave them unsaid
They say be careful you tread
But I think I'm already dead

I'm hangin' on by a thin thread
Attached to a needle, bitch, I bled
But I keep my thoughts in my head
Better to leave them left unsaid

I keep my words inside my head
I keep them under my breath
Demons said, "Be careful where you fucking go"
Want to be fed

They're looking like they are red
I don't know what I just said
I got a lot of damn thoughts with 25
I'ma leave them fuckers dead

Ash your blunt in my lungs
Drink my blood and my cum
Slut my throat and my wrist
Steal my esophagus

Lately, I've been feeling lost in my own thoughts
All these demons, I really they would fuck off
Telling me that everything I do is evil
But I know that ain't true
Looking in the mirror, like man, this really ain't you

So I'm telling myself that it gets better (maybe)
Maybe different days bring different weather (yuh)
And maybe I'll be fine, nah
Need to stay sheltered, so I pop a few pills
Couldn't feel any deader

Tell me, is this what you really fucking wanted?
Tell me, was this planned before it started?
I don't really know what to say if I'm being honest
So fuck saying shit, yeah, fuck being modest

Taking a couple of pills for the damn pain
Trying to forget all the thoughts of your face
Trying to forget all the plans that we made
Like, how much time is it going to take to heal anyway?



Credits
Writer(s): Mib Niiine, Mib Rednow, Mib X-stacy
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