Drowsy

I had a dream last night
And in the dream you died
I thought the fault was mine
Although I'm trying to stay away

I'll check to see next week
You're on the TV screen
Maybe now I can sleep
Oh, but I'm trying to stay awake

How many lives have I ruined?
How many people have I hurt?
It hurts to know
But I gotta know

I live in fear of what I will do to myself
When the right time comes
"Don't get too comfortable now"
It feels so much worse

How lives have I ruined?
How many people have I killed?
I think my lungs are collapsing

I'm trying to explain this feeling to myself
But it doesn't have to feel like something else
Everything I say is incoherent
But maybe that's for the best



Credits
Writer(s): Jacob Ennis
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