pushing up daisies

Something changed within me and i really want to go back
Someone must've pressed a button in my brain i've lost track
I've gained a weight up in my lungs i'm not sure if it's just smoke
Cause either way it's hard to breathe
When every breaths like i'm choked

Laying low, i don't want to be seen
Something in me wants me put
I just want to go to sleep
So many months that i've been buried behind a screen
Cutting contact, i don't really know what it means
Something changed within me and i really want to go back
Someone must've pressed a button in my brain i've lost track
I've gained a weight up in my lungs i'm not sure if it's just smoke
Cause either way it's hard to breathe
When every breaths like i'm choked

You call it trivial, i hold more worth than that
I feel invisible, like i'm too weak to fight back
In my mind im fucking trapped
Virulence is what attracts
Let me take the time back
Cause i been reeling on my life these days
Having visions of pushing daisies
I can't ignore that my breathing's laboured
No coming back from the time we wasted (time we wasted)

Going ghost ill be a while, i haven't been myself in sometime
And i'll lie to myself, say i'll try. i won't change, i want change

Something changed within me and i really want to go back
Someone must've pressed a button in my brain i've lost track
I've gained a weight up in my lungs i'm not sure if it's just smoke
Cause either way it's hard to breathe
When every breaths like i'm choked



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Writer(s): Diacetyl, Mark Mcdonald, Marku
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