sit with a smile :)

I think I lost myself
While I was searching for your happiness
Feel like I gave you my all
So much to the point
I don't even know what happy is
Is this who I'm supposed to be
To give my love and get abandoned always
I always held you when I could
Cause deep down below
Always knew that you were leaving me

It's hard to keep
This smile grows weak alone
No one will ever know
The pain I hide deep below
I just hope it's okay, cause I am a mess
I go through all my days, wondering what is next
I'm just hoping for change, breaking down nonetheless
I just sit with a smile, waiting for all the rest

I sometimes had to say I love you just so I could hear it back
If you knew you couldn't love me then why would you say it
Was I just another game for you to play
And leave behind with all your broken hearts
Take everything
And give me back my whole life
Was I asking for too much
When I said I want somebody to hold on

It's hard to keep
This smile grows weak alone
No one will ever know
This pain I hide deep below
I just hope it's okay
Cause I am a mess
I go through all my days
Wondering what is next
I'm just hoping for change
Breaking down nonetheless
I just sit with a smile waiting for all the rest

It's hard to keep
This smile grows weak alone
No one will ever know
This pain I hide deep below
I just hope it's okay
Cause I am a mess
I go through all my days
Wondering what is next
I'm just hoping for change
Breaking down nonetheless
I just sit with a smile waiting for all the rest

But it never came
I don't know what to do
I'm looking in the mirror
Wondering who are you
I don't recognize that smile
Or the face behind the lies
Oh what I would do to turn back the time



Credits
Writer(s): Kyle Lardizabal
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