Intrusive

I'm sorry that I'm stuttering, I just thought of my own death
(Just thought of my own death, just thought of my own death)
There's a party in my head and I'm not invited
I love it when they mosh and I can't even hear my own breath
(Even hear my own breath, even my own breath)
It makes my heart go through my chest

I could write a book about my intrusive thoughts, they come and go
Quite a lot they scare me but I could never really know
If they'd all leave, would I be alone
It's quite a lot to take, I know

A bullet in my back, I tried to get into my own car
(Into my own car, I wanted to go far)
I'm stuck inside my thoughts, I really felt it go through me
It took me to a place where I was sitting in a glass jar
(Sitting in a glass jar, I'm in a glass jar)
Saw myself bleed out on the street

I could write a book about my intrusive thoughts, they come and go
Quite a lot they scare me but I could never really know
If they'd all leave, would I be alone
It's quite a lot to take, I know

A rope tied around my neck a knife through my throat, is how I'll go
Seems the night will end buried under roses, I can't cope
With this hopeless loop of words that I wrote
Inside my head, It seems It broke



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Writer(s): Hayden Wells
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