Under Over

Oh my big feet and my big mouth
Let's see how they fit
So much embarrassment
Don't know where to begin

All of this misunderstanding
Has got me under over explaining and I know I'm only making everything worse

I'm filling up to the brim
It's almost over the rim
I'm cooking up regret
A taste I'll never forget
Cause after all I said
I'd feel better to be dead
So put a foot in my mouth and push it right through my head
Why can't I stop
Why can't I knock it off
I just wanna be someone that I know deep down I'm not and I can't
Let it go when I know what I see
Cause my mind plays tricks and it wont let me leave and so
I wish I could say what I say but not have it go and try to wreck my day

I'm tired of these games
The one my mind it plays
It's just so overplayed
It's just so overplayed

All of this misunderstanding
Has got me under over explaining and I know I'm only making everything worse

I've been really biting my tongue
Thinking of the times that I've been judged
Let me take a step back and grab the fact
That I don't really know how to juggle these words
Cause I keep second-guessing my thoughts on what's occurred
What I did
What you heard
It's got me feeling absurd

I'm in this constant state of self debate
I'm at the point of mental break and everything I say feels like a big mistake
I wanna retrace each step and re-create in depth
So I could play it again and pretend like I was just clever instead

I'm tired of these games
The one my mind it plays
It's just so overplayed
It's just so overplayed

All of this misunderstanding
Has got me under over explaining and I know I'm only making everything worse

I know I'm making it worse
But I can't stop making it worse