Float (feat. Millo)

Being grounded, it's not what it's cut out to be...
It's kind of hard to see the world that you live in when you're down here...
It's time that you rise up, get a better point of view...

Sometimes I just feel like, quittin', I still might
Empty this bottle of Jack and crush up these pills like
Nah, I ain't leaving this way
Especially when there's so much more I'mma be needing to say
And uh, sometimes it just feels like... I'm counting these seconds
'Til I feel like I'm me again then here's a bout with depression
I'll say I'm fine to soften the truth
But it all gets thrown out the window when I walk in the booth
Like God, is this my purpose or am I forcing it?
You took me out my situation of being less fortunate
But this hunger for more is like a thunderous storm
How you could lose your reign on the spot if you underperform
Shit! That's just the way it goes
So I plot every course that I make and I play it slow
I was told destiny's mine, I just have to find her
Will this be the time that I breakthrough or just a sad reminder... Yeah...

And if God calls my number
I'll switch fall for summer and I'll be higher, gettin' lifted
Like a phoenix from the ashes, you'll see this when it passes
I'll be higher, gettin' lifted
Is there more to this? I don't know, man...
I guess there sorta is... higher, gettin' lifted
And when I'm open with you, I just float to the moon to be higher, gettin' lifted

It goes ashes to ashes and dust to dust
We can go back and forth on who fucked it up
I would blame shit on you until something stuck
In this shit for years when will I say enough's enough
Chill... Yeah, such a comfortable feeling
We only worry 'bout the rain when it comes thru the ceiling
Drops in a bucket keep me awake in the night
Had me thinking about the time I considered takin' my life, mm
And you was there, egging me on
Saying when I come back Izzy, you better be gone
Exaggeration, but that's how it felt in the moment
But this is my life, so I have to helplessly own it
Did I use you... or did I lose you?
Pushed your buttons, flipped the switch and did my usual
Better days they coulda turned to wedding days
If we invited in the good times and let 'em stay
Yeah... Cursed matrimony
So if there's something still here, you're gonna have to show me
If not, I guess there was some fun in pretending
But dear, I think that we've come to our ending
Wasn't a waste of time, these were my happiest years
Thanks for the welcome into your life and having me here
Thinkin' about this moment, almost had me in tears
But I have to let go of you as soon as gravity clears

And as I float away
I pray to God he blesses us both and we're both okay
I almost didn't record this track, it was a throwaway
But I felt like if I addressed it, it would go away
I guess we'll find out later than soon
It takes a while to know if you hit when you aim for the moon
And if you're ever feeling down, play this thing and quote it
Just remember that when it came to Misery, it a king who wrote It

Even if we are apart...
I'll always be with you...
I'll always be with you...
Always be with you...