Banking on Nothing

Sometimes I feel that all I want was silenced
Sometimes I wish I never felt at all
Maybe I know what I have done
But you were on the brink
And I don't wanna
I don't wanna think I was the one
Who let you down
Travel away to distant towns
Book another flight baby I am flying deep down

I know
Yeah I wanna go

I feel like I am banking on nothing
Cause nothing's all I've ever known
When you came in my life I'm something
Something I don't wanna let go of
Your fable

Lately all I've seen is gray
I can't find a way
To pull the shade open wide
To see the prize
On the other side
Now I'll ask why

I'll ask why did you leave
Did you draw me up in your dreams
As I toss and I turn I fear I'll never learn
Weren't you always by my side

I feel like I am banking on nothing
Cause nothing's all I've ever known
When you came in my life I'm something
Something I don't wanna let go of

I tried my best to be open minded
The vault is locked but never was closed
Fear itself has built up around me
And now I never wanna come home

I feel like I am banking on nothing
Cause nothing's all I've ever known
When you came in my life I'm something
Something I don't wanna let go of

I feel like I am banking on nothing
Cause nothing's all I've ever known
When you came in my life I'm something
Something I don't wanna let go of

I feel like I am banking on nothing
Cause nothing's all I've ever known
When you came in my life I'm something
Something I don't wanna let go of
Your fable