Sib

Its crazy what time can do for you when you see silence is beautiful
Taking life on with a locked mouth, keys in the crucible
I turned my life experiences into something so usable
Pain that use to be unsettlin' now seems so suitable

I was never meant to love her the way I do
Until the last rewrote the truth
And gave me issues that could only be solved in the booth

Facing the truth was a hard pill to swallow
So is accepting the sorrow and praying for better days in tomorrow
But fuck that last line
You hear that shit when I'm done doing what I've been doing in my past time
Nicklin' to get a dime

The time to rise and shine is now
Daylight savings to the face like boom pow
I've been doing instead of questioning how

Cuz I
I went from
Heartaches to producing trailer tapes
I went from
Self-hate to feeling beyond great

Twentieth birthday celebrations in the back of a trailer
Burning through pen and paper just to ride to the occasion
It was a nightly routine when my chest would cave in
And I became a fiend for my dreams when they slowly started savin'

With five thousand in credit card debt, how the fuck could I not be hungry yet
And feel homelessness as a real potential threat

I'm on a journey of success and gambles
And I ain't give a damn bout' the cards I was dealt to handle
I deal with my shit in silence
Don't ever take to the gram to highlight
To be brutally honest, I hate the limelight
I wish my music could speak
And not a video thats posted seven times a week for the world to see
Just let me be

Cuz I
I went from
Heartaches to producing trailer tapes
I went from
Self-hate to feeling beyond great