On My Own

I'm sick of playing games
With these pieces of my heart
I think I keep sweeping
Just to cover up scars
I think the bandage is gone cause we been distant for days
Days turned to weeks
And that last month I was weak
Cause I was showing things that you ain't wanna see
And I was slowly becoming something I ain't wanna be
Was I thinking of you
When I was talking to me
Sometimes I love some people even when I feel it's undeserving
I've been tryna find some purpose in the lessons I've been learning
Gotta gravitate to pain to see what's underneath the surface
I've been working on a better version
Tryna be so perfect for the heart that you got
While you was busy trying convince that someone you not
I guess you got what you needed from me
I gave it so easily
You took and you took
I felt you never gave back to me
Put down the book
If you know it's a tragedy
That's a reference to Shakespeare

If you left then why you here
You keep coming back and I keep letting you near
We said that last time was the time
But yeah we said that last time
I think we need to pass time
Move on and try to heal
From all the things that we been going through
The damage that I done to you
This time it's irreversible
I'll never find another you
I hope you find a better me though
But I won't ever play the game of love again
I swear they using cheat codes
And everybody we know
I know they taking sides witchu prolly think I'm evil
And every Saturday you prolly with your people
But me on Saturdays i'm just missing people
Okay it's clear i'm apathetic
I been looking in the mirror all I see is how pathetic
I am up against my fears I think I need a paramedic
Can a police man
Put my heart in cardiac arrest
To free this man
That's a metaphor for my heart or something

You can leave now if you want
I'm tired of playing games
Just don't come back this time

SKRT